Healthy choices

I've been making healthier choices in my life lately. I'm not much of an open book. That's why I use art and music. It's much easier to communicate that way. I work I lift and I photograph. In the time between I try to make time for the ones I love.

There’s a hole in the drywall
Still not fixed
I just haven’t gotten around to it
And besides,
I’m starting to get used to the gap

Say you wish you could find some way to help
To not be so hard on myself
So why is it easy for everyone else?
I’m not always like this
There’s always tomorrow, I guess

I’d never do it but it’s not a joke,
And I can’t tell the difference when I’m all alone
Is it real or a dream, which is worse?
Can you help me?
I just wanted to go to sleep

But when I turn out the lights,
when I turn out the lights,
There’s no one left between myself and me

But when I turn out the lights,
when I turn out the lights,
when I turn out the lights,
there’s no one there left
between myself and me